Feelings of Lack

Day16

I had a bag of clothes ready to go to the Goodwill and then thought – hold up I may need this, after all I’m not shopping and what if I run out of something to wear. Now seriously, there is no way in hell that I will run out of something to wear in the next year.

I did stop and realize that this is all due to feelings of lack-not having enough. Not have the right thing to wear. My house is full of things, I do not lack physically but mentally (is it emotionally? that is what I’m here to try and figure out) I feel lack. And. I. don’t. know. why..

Well first blush it would be my lack of self-assuredness. I compare myself too much to others. What is that saying? Comparison is the thief of joy. Or something like that. How true that is. Also the thief of time, money and self-love.